Haunted
Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can’t find what keeps me here
When all this time I’ve been so hollow inside
I know you’re still there
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won’t let you pull me down
Hunting you I can smell you alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me
Watching me
Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won’t let you pull me down
Going Under
Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you
Fifty thousand tears I’ve cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won’t hear me
[going under]
Don’t want your hand
This time I’ll save myself
Maybe I’ll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom
I’m dying again
I’m going under [going under]
Drowning in you [drowning in you]
I’m falling forever [falling forever]
I’ve got to break through
I’m going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
[So I don't know what's real and what's not]
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
[So I don't know what's real and what's not]
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can’t trust myself anymore
I’m dying again
I’m going under [going under]
Drowning in you [drowning in you]
I’m falling forever [falling forever]
I’ve got to break through
I’m
So go on and scream
Scream at me I’m so far away [so far away]
I won’t be broken again [again]
I’ve got to breathe
I can’t keep going under
I’m going under [going under]
Drowning in you [drowning in you]
I’m falling forever [falling forever]
I’ve got to break through
I’m going under [going under]
Going under [drowning in you]
I’m going under
Taking Over Me
You don’t remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do<
[I believe] I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
[I believe] I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me, then
[I believe] I believe in you [I believe in you]
I’ll give up everything just to find you
[I believe] I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over
I believe in you
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
[I believe] I believe in you [I believe in you]
I’ll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breathe
You’re taking over me
Taking over me
You’re taking over me
Taking over me
Taking over me
Everybody’s Fool
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame don’t you see me
You know you’ve got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you’re pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled
Without the mask where will you hide
Can’t find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don’t love you anymore
It never was and never will be
You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled
Never was and never will be
You’re not real and you can’t save me
And somehow now you’re everybody’s fool
Thoughtless
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it’s funny?
What the fuck you think it’s doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with you´re bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I’m above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I’ll pull the trigger
And you’re down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it’s funny?
What the fuck you think it’s doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with you´re bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died
They all screamed, and cried
Gonna take you down [repeat 4x]
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
My Last Breath
Hold on to me love
You know I can’t stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and I’m not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
I’ll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree [come find me]
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one’s there
Say goodnight
Don’t be afraid
Calling me
Calling me as you fade to black
[Say goodnight] Holding my last breath
[Don´t be afraid] Safe inside myself
[Calling me, calling me] Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Holding my last breath
Farther Away
I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A thief, a whore, and a liar
I run to you
And run away from this hell
Call out your name
Giving up, giving in
I see you there
Still you are
Farther away
I’m numb to you
Numb and deaf and blind
You give me all but the reason why
I reach but I feel only air at night
Not you, not love, just nothing
I run to you
And run away from this hell
Call out your name
Giving up, giving in
I see you there
Still you are
Farther away
Tried to forget you
But without you
I feel nothing
Don’t leave me here
By myself
I can’t breathe
I run to you
And run away from this hell
Call out your name
Giving up, giving in
I see you there
Still you are
Farther away
I run to you
And run away from this hell
Call out your name
Giving up, giving in
I see you there
Still you are
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Farther away
Breathe No More
I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long
That I’ve come to believe my soul’s on the other side
All the little pieces falling shatter
Shards of me too sharp to put back together
Too small to matter
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her
And I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no more
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit’s well
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
Oh! lie to me, convince me that I’ve been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection
I just can’t help but to wonder
Which of us do you love?
So I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no-
Bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe
I breathe
I breathe no more
My Immortal
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Bring Me To Life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All of this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don’t let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside [bring me to life]
Bring me to life
Tourniquet
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more [so much more]
I lay dying
And I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I’m dying [dying]
Praying [praying]
Bleeding [bleeding]
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I’m dying [dying]
Praying [praying]
Bleeding [bleeding]
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
I want to die
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ [christ]
Tourniquet
My suicide
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
Imaginary
Aaah… Paper flowers
Aaah… Paper flowers
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they’re falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby [paper flowers]
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me [paper flowers]
Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos, your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby [paper flowers]
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me [paper flowers]
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby [paper flowers]
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me [paper flowers]
Aaah… Paper flowers
Aaah… Paper flowers
Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you’re here and it’s all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one’s here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If I will it all away
Don’t turn away [Don't give in to the pain]
Don’t try to hide [Though they're screaming your name]
Don’t close your eyes [God knows what lies behind them]
Don’t turn out the light [Never sleep, never die]
I’m frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there’s much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If I will it all away
Don’t turn away [Don't give in to the pain]
Don’t try to hide [Though they're screaming your name]
Don’t close your eyes [God knows what lies behind them]
Don’t turn out the light [Never sleep, never die]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me, I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I’ve fallen for
I rise to meet the end [I rise to meet my end]
Don’t turn away [Don't give in to the pain]
Don’t try to hide [Though they're screaming your name]
Don’t close your eyes [God knows what lies behind them]
Don’t turn out the light [Never sleep, never die]
[Servatis a periculum] Don’t turn away [Don't give in to the pain]
[Servatis a maleficum] Don’t try to hide [Though they're screaming your name]
[Servatis a periculum] Don’t close your eyes [God knows what lies behind them]
[Servatis a maleficum] Don’t turn out the light [Never sleep, never die]
[Servatis a periculum] Don’t turn away [Don't give in to the pain]
[Servatis a maleficum] Don’t try to hide [Though they're screaming your name]
[Servatis a periculum] Don’t close your eyes [God knows what lies behind them]
[Servatis a maleficum] Don’t turn out the light [Never sleep, never die]
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Missing
Please, please, please
Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her?
You can’t stop the fire. You won’t say the words
Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
Maybe someday you’ll look up
And barely conscious you’ll say to no one
Isn’t something missing?
You won’t cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?
Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you love me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please, please
Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her?
You can’t stop the fire. You won’t say the words
Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?
Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you love me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?
And if I breathe, I’ll bleed
Knowing you don’t care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I’ll wake without you there
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something…
Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you love me
I’m all alone
Isn’t something missing me?
Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please, please
Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her?
You can’t stop the fire. You won’t say the words
Please